Erica
2010-10-31 11:26:49 UTC
Anyway, 3 months ago, my car broke down. It was the transmission. It would cost us 3,000 to repair and we couldn't afford it. He blamed me saying that I broke the transmission because of the way I drive. WHAT THE? i drive safely and defensively and as far as I know that doesn't brake your transmission. So, since this time, I have had NO CAR! I am at his mercy for anywhere I go. BTW, I live in a HUGE city.
Next, on labor day, my little boy had emergency surgery on his stomach. Before the surgery, I called the docs to tell them I though something was wrong with him and they told us 3 times to give him an enema. We finally did and he got no better. I took him to the hospital and thankfully got there in time. He had an "intussusception". This was caused by a virus and enlarged lymphnodes in his stomach. It was very hard for us and I worried sick about him. Thank God he is ok today.
So, after the surgery, my cousin, who is also my son's Godmother had the audacity to tell me that I caused the surgery! Because I gave him an enema! I wanted to slap her! How dare she accuse me of such an awful thing. I followed the doctor's instructions and gave him one and besides that, the enema did not cause the surgery, a virus did! I cannot believe anyone could be so cruel as to say something so awful to me. I have been through enough and now I intentionally caused a surgery to my precious child. UGGGHHH!!!
Anyway, sorry to rant and rave, but is it just me or are these people awful? I seriously think my husband suffers from bipolar disorder. he is either one extreme or the other and refuses to get help. what a shame! this is his second failed marriage.
I am so hurt and devastated and sometimes feel I have no one to turn to. Am I going to survive this? Will it ever get better? :(